I was sitting in my room with some friends, I got a call from dad's cell. While looking at that screen I was thinking thay now he is going to ask about my interview and all. I was tired from journey so I decided not to answer.
Then again a call came. I was not sure how he will react so I was a little bit scared and also I was a little bit sad due to rejection .
This time I decided to answer, an unfamiliar voice came from the other side
"App abhay bol rahe hai? " (is this Abhay speaking?)
Me -" yes "
Other person "beta apke papa ka intikaal ho gaya"( your dad is no more)
Those were the words which made me learn that now I have lost my father, who was my best friend.
For few minutes I was not even crying, for me this was not real. I thought he would say " Hey, I was kidding your dad is fine".
But no, he didn't say that.
Through out my life I never thought someday I will be in such a situation.
I was in engineering final year. After this I called my sister and told her, she was shouting, my brother was shouting and my mom, when she came to know, she fainted.
For us everything changed. I went to my native place, where his body arrived wrapped in the flag, with other army personnels.
After all the rituals they handed over his cell phone, when I was going through his cell phone, I saw he called me like 100 times but I was in SSB INTERVIEW , I didn't come to know as they keep your cell phones with them. I realised that he tried alot to talk to me before his death but didn't get a chance.
Now, everyday I think I should have showed him how much I love him. I should have done all those things which a father always wants from his son. But he is not here now, I realised late that how important it is for you to show your parents your love because no one knows who will die when.
Before his death I used to be a Satan, he caught me smoking, kissing neighbours daughter etc etc. He loved me alot but I was not responsible enough to support him. Now I realise I never gave him any chance of being happy because of me.
After his death, I decided to make sure he rests in peace with God.
I arranged marriage of my elder sister single handedly. Right now while typing this answer, I am sitting in the house which I am constructing for my family. I don't have any girlfriend as now I know my real love is my mom and I don't want to regret later.
This is my house.
This is my prize for scoring highest marks in one of the subject in my training. And also I was third topper in my batch.
Everyday I am trying to improve myself so that my dad should feel happy about me.
Read other answers by Abhay Singh Yadav on Quora: Read more answers on Quora.
from Quora http://ift.tt/2dvXXAK
No comments:
Post a Comment