When do you feel, or when have you felt, the most alone?

I had a great day today.

I went to eat an amazing burger at this cafe in the Bay. The patty crumbled and melted in my mouth.

Then I rode world’s biggest ferris wheel and watched all of Osaka turn on its lights below me.

I took a selfie with an Alpaca..

and a stingray…

and then I panic because I don’t want to go home and face my loneliness yet but I have run out of things to do.

I feel the most alone now, right now, when I uploaded all those photos on Quora because I can’t send “Guess what? I pet an ALPACA!!” to anyone, and I so wish to send that and other stupid things to some people but I can’t.

I feel the most alone now, right now, when my thoughts ring as clear as a bell but it’s too clear and I wish they would be silent for a while.

I feel the most alone now, right now, when I have no one but myself to fight my own anxiety and my thoughts and I don’t even know how or where to begin doing it.

I feel the most alone now, right now, but I’m not the least bit angry or unaccepting or sad- all I feel is something like defeat, acceptance, and then dark, dark, dark.

I feel the most alone now.

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